The room
was already tensed. Chima tried to deny being responsible but his face betrayed
him. Within him, he knows Oburuoma has been faithful to him for the one year
they have dated. But this. How can he accept now, after all he did to ensure
this never happened.
'I don't
care!' he said in a rage. 'If you like cry all day’
'Chi,'
Oburuoma called Chima, for that's what she fondly called him.
'Chi,' she
called again, 'how can you say this? Have you forgotten so soon how you refused
to use a condom, saying you don't enjoy it without a condom?'
This time
Chima was quiet, his mind flowing in a sea of thoughts.
'Have you
forgotten?' Oburuoma continued. 'Instead of you to calm down and let's think of
what to do...'
This
touched him, but he didn't say anything. He was still pacing around the room
thinking.
He remembered
how one of his friends, Gozie, had boasted that the best girls to date on
campus were the nursing students. ‘They know how to take care of the mess when it
gets messy!’ Gozie said in his usual 'bossy' laughter. This got stuck in Chima's
head. That was long ago. So, even before Chima gained admission into Fine Arts
and Design at the University of Port Harcourt he had made up his mind to date
only nursing students.
And now
Oburuoma couldn't take care of the "mess"!
‘You are supposed
to be a nursing student,’ he finally said, looking furiously at her. "You
should have known how to stop this for Judas's sake!" With that, he collapsed
on the bed.
Oburuoma
stood, stupified. She couldn't believe her "Chi" could be this
callous. Is it not this same boy that said he would die if she failed to say
yes to him? Is it not this same boy who said he loved her more than his own
life; who sent her various portraits of herself without her requesting for
them? She remembered the days in which Chima with his long pestle, pounded on
her mortar till his pestle points back to the earth, seeming to acknowledge its
guilt. How he promised her heaven and earth just to allow his pestle crack
inside her mortar. At this final thought she broke down in tears, cursing her
recklessness and naivety.
Like one
pierced by a needle, Chima quickly got up from the bed, went to his table and
picked up his phone. He knew if anybody can be of help, that person is Gozie.
So he quickly dialled his number. Gozie didn't answer. He called again, this
time Gozie answered.
‘Gozie!
Gozie! Shit has happened!' Chima said. ‘There is trouble o!’ Chima said so much
more before he realized Gozie hasn't said a word. ‘Hello, Gozie, Are you there?’
he asked.
At this,
Gozie finally spoke. His voice cracking like a wife who cried at the death of
her husband.
‘What's wrong,’
Chima asked, ‘you don't sound like your usual self?’
‘Chima, am
just coming from the health centre.’
‘And so. Is
that what's making your voice crack?’
‘I just
tested positive to Hiv and...’
Chima knew
Gozie said some other things. His consciousness left him when Gozie uttered
that dreadful sentence. Chima's mind shuttled back to his present predicament
and his friend's. He was in a dilemma. He didn't know whether to thank God that
his was only a "mess" or still cry. Like a flash, it occured to him
that he too may not be free after all. In that same second, he matched to where
Oburuoma was cloying on the floor sobbing, dragged her up, held her by the neck
and asked "What's your Hiv status?!"
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